All i wanted was to be happy but i guess its not easy....i really think i do not deserve this kind of treatment...sometimes i wonder, what have i done that makes me get all these shits all the time?????at this moment i really wanna run far far far far far away where nobody can look for me or nobody there know me...i just wana hide or disappear...i know i can't hide forever...so disappear will be the best solution...but aren't they the same thiny?whatever la....i never asked to much...i never asked to have luxury car, big house, big money or anything similar to that(but if i'm getting any of those mentioned, alhamdulillah)...all i wanted is to be happy....to be loved....to be appreciated...someone to care for me....that's all.. is it too much to ask??i don't know...
(while writing this, am not stop crying....and i'm in the office...hope nobody saw me weeping...coz that will be embarassing...hehehe...)
p/s:prob this entry sounded kinda sad.....bukan nak mintak kesian..but this is just how i felt right now......just needed a place to express my feeling.... =D
(while writing this, am not stop crying....and i'm in the office...hope nobody saw me weeping...coz that will be embarassing...hehehe...)
p/s:prob this entry sounded kinda sad.....bukan nak mintak kesian..but this is just how i felt right now......just needed a place to express my feeling.... =D
6 comments:
WTF, what is going on?! cannot emo by yourself ok, have to tell us -__-
November 26, 2008 at 4:47 PMi know...i need lot of hugs from u gals....this week i'm kinda busy with the maybank sports thingy...been emoing for 2 days n havent eaten properly...i'm turning into u... =D
November 26, 2008 at 5:17 PMEd, here is the best way to express ur feeling where have nobody to hug..don't worry, here we listen to your heart, we'll always be by ur side, invisibly :). Do take care huh..everything will ok soon
November 28, 2008 at 8:54 AMi've been too busy to check your blog but what the hell!! turning into me is NOT a good thing :p you better get ready to be grilled when the honies meet up -__-
December 10, 2008 at 12:25 AMnext time, no emoing by yourself, ok or get ready to be shouted at by me :p
eh aida...u very garang la...me scared wana meet up with u...kekekek..
December 10, 2008 at 11:43 AMlook whos talking, you are equally scary :p (and hanie too!!!)
December 11, 2008 at 11:12 AMPost a Comment